is the state where i'm in right now. I hate it, I hate it, I HATE it.

being incompetent
being mediocre
being me

I haven't improved
no change
no development

i suck at drawing
at writing
at everything else

I haven't learned

I must not fall into utter and complete idleness

I'm dying inside
I must be reborn

THIS STARTS NOW.

chronicwind ended her rant at 09:38 PM on June 22, 2007.
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